Dad's an Asshole

I fucking despise my father. He is such a bastard...I just want to hit him. For the second time, he has expressed his lack of desire to even help me with college. One he doesn't see why he should and two he just doesn't want to. He actually said he wouldn't mind me never getting a college education and ending up living in a shitty trailer park because then he could come live with me and make my life even more miserable. The sad thing is that he wasn't kidding. I feel like he is taking his anger about his own circumstance (never went to college and now stuck at a job he hates) out on me. Aren't you supposed to want your kids to have better than you did. Is that not a parent's goal. He is constantly putting down the lack of ambition my sister had and when I show up to have just a little he wants to tear it away. I don't understand it at all.

But it's ok, I officially don't live here anymore as of May 27th. Then he can live here miserable with my mother whom he hates just as much if not more. Maybe they will finally get a divorce after I move out. I have wanted them to since I was about 10 years old. How sad is that---to want you parents to divorce. See I am one of those kids who actually bitches about them staying married unlike every other kid who was upset about their parents split. It is really that pathetic between the two of them.