Upset

I am feeling a bit crap. I haven't seen Anna in 2 weeks. I asked her to come stay with me this weekend and she said she wouldn't be able to. I won't see her next weekend either because I'll be at the ACL Music festival. That will be 4 weeks without seeing her. This is seriously depressing. I about cried when she told me she couldn't stay this weekend. I just looked at my calendar...make it 5 weeks. I have to go home for my Aunt's baby shower the weekend after ACL. I have to go cry in my pillow now.